Wholly Dependent

I’m an imperfect, foolish, impulsive, thankful for God’s grace and mercy, dependent on his Spirit to steer clear of decisions, that don’t honor the glorious risen King, eager to serve out his will over mine, disciple of Christ.

I now know and understand that as I earnestly seek his wisdom and discernment through his Spirit, that I will not be sinless, but will in accordance to his will, sin less.

I want to speak to you – not through my own selfish desires to convert you, but to reconcile the truth of God’s precious word in your heart. Our Lord is a judge who judges justly, and according to Colossians 3:12-17, any person claiming to be a Christian, should feel the burden, the burning in the pit of their stomach compassion, for those whose election is not yet assured.

If you knew me as someone who once ruled my world, that person is gone. If I hurt you, if I sinned against you, even as a professing Christian, I am deeply sorry and beg forgiveness. I’ve repented from selfish ambition – it took some time…I was a stubborn man, teen, and child. But now, by the God’s grace alone, I’ve been given an opportunity to serve the living God.

I pray he open the doors for us to discuss the only thing possible in this universe that could change the heart of a sinful man, with a one-directional mind towards self-satisfaction. I pray, that I can be a good witness, of a life being sanctified by the Holy Spirit. I encourage you, just like Thomas, to seek out the truth, once and for all. And then, believe.